the end is dangerously near.

Some people are very lost and confused in the world, poor things. SOMEONE'S GOTTA SET EM' STRAIGHT!

Somewhere, beyond

the Sea! Somewhere,

waiting for me!

I really really love the sound of the rain outside. It's the best. It's the best to read to, it's the best to just listen to, and it's the best to blog to. Fortunetely, that pitter patter on my roof is what's motivating me to keep typing right now. Other wise I'd be asleep. I'm just gonna spill out my random thoughts. Science class in the morning is the worst thing in the world. Becuase you see there are pros and cons to rain. And when it's raining at school it's torture for me. Being locked in science class for two hours in the morning and then when you look out the window it's just as gloomy and dull as it is inside. You know? And I like it when I'm able to lookout the window and see the sun, the blue sky, and the bright green leaves on the trees because it gets my hopes up, makes me less tired, and more excited about when we get to go outside. But when it's raining what's there to look forward to? We can't even go outside. If we COULD go outside in the rain that'd be another story...but no. not to mention that our science teacher has no pity or mercy for us. Or at least it feels that way. I know teachers love rainy days. And sometimes I get really really sick of this monotonous pattern. I mean it's always wake up, go to school, do hw, go on aim, sleep. for five days and then it's the weekend. And when you think about it the only days that are really that great are Friday and Saturday because there's nothing agonizing going on the next day. But Sundays just suck. Gotta get ready to go back to the grind and the only thought in your mind all day is shxt tomorrow's Monday. You know? At least that's how I feel about it. It's like no matter how upsetting it may be, Sundays and Mondays never stop coming.
But honestly maybe I should appreciate the days I feel miserable and tired in science class on monday morning more. The end is dangerously near and after that I'll miss it all probably a lot. Here comes change. HUGE change. And I don't really know what to expect at all. But you know...good change. As long as we let go of the past we can enjoy the present. But if you're split in half battling yourself, one side fighting to hold on, and one side fighting to let go...you most definetely cannot enjoy the present. So I try not to trip. I don't really know yet. Because the fact that goodbye is so close, often slips my mind and it most definetely hasn't hit me yet. *sigh* I have so much to learn.


BTW I would like to commend Arlena and Tyler for being such diplomatic individuals who mentioned me in thier blogs while I was in DC. (click thier names)


drea: Knock knock
lena: who's there.
drea: orange.
lena: orange who?
drea: ORANGE YOU GLAD I'M SUCH A GANGSTA.
laugh of the day...and it wasn't the joke


Arlena ! Okay so she has a blogger and all but she MORE FREQUENTLY writes on her Tumblr. SO GO CHECK IT OUT RIGHT NOW: http://lenaaa143.tumblr.com/
...while you're at it checkout Tyler's to. He writes more on it: http://tylerdotcom13.tumblr.com/


The rain's over now. I'm gonna go drift into unconsciousness.