random thoughts!

first off:

So long, farewell

Auf Wiedersehen, adieu


I'm done. It's great. It rocks. it's so WEIRD though...thinking about how things won't ever be the same again. I was so right, I AM gonna miss those boring days in science class, AND everything I hated I'm gonna miss. and I'm also pretty freaked about the future...I don't know. like, that's all I can say. because well, I DON'T know what it's gonna be like. I'm not very sad at all, I'm HAPPY. a little sad...but mostly happy and excited. I hope my friends that are off to different schools and I never lose touch. that'd be kinda devistating seeing that I'm leaving some of the most trustworhty and supportive people I know. and that they're also some of the people I am most comfortable around. it's tough man. dana and arii's AMAZING speaches both made me cry today. especcially arii. I love arii. yes. ahh it's just so...CRAZY! and INSANE, and surreal. but I'm happy. and I feel so fortunate that I'm a part of this group of people!

and on another note....I recently noticed that I WORRY to much. and I think it is a seriously issue I have. maybe not serious. but it's most definetely an issue with me. I remember what people say and how they act toward me PERFECTLY, it's not that I try...but I just do. so when people act/say something even if it's totally small and stuff...it just replays in my mind over and over. and then I assume stuff and jump to conclusions that are never really true, you know? it's so strange. but I do. and I need to stop, because sometimes the conclusions that I jump to make me upset and then I'm sad whennnn there's no need to be. I need to stop thinking so much into everything. seeeeriously. and worrying, that to. k yeah.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEE!



alright, seriously. UP was AMAZINGGGG. pixar has done it again. I think this was one of the best pixar moviessss. I totally L O V E D this movie. go see it. or else you can't be part of the people-who-have-seen-UP-and-are-now-changed-people club...



okay so yeah those were my random thoughts for the day...I think. actually yes. because if I have anymore today it'll be at night. and those will be my random thoughts for the NIGHT...if I have any. okay yes. bye. btw: I miss arlena.:'( and her mac laptop -__________-