Ambria. I've only known you for a year and a half, but I love you and depend on you so much. Like, when I'm talking to you...you are SO understanding it's ridiculous. and sometimes I laugh at stuff that NO ONE else laughs at because it's random and stupid, and YOU'RE the only person that laughs with me. sometimes we're the only ones laughing at anything. we have tooooo many inside jokes.:) oh and let's not forget our amazing common music interests, we stay giving eachother new music to listen to and stuff. OH and all the beats you have provided for the KOOLAID KID'S rap sessions at recess, and my own rap sessions at recess. I don't know...it's like when I come to school are grumpy and shxt seeing you makes me happier. because it feels good to know that I have a friend like you. I am going to miss you so much it's ridiculous. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. God.
Semhal. Wait...what? we're leaving eachother? you HAVE to be kidding me. I absolutely 100% CANNOT imagine my life without you. or school without you. WTF. you are...the absolute defonition of a real friend. REAL TALK. like, I think you have super powers or SOMETHING, because when I'm sad and crying...YOU seem to be the only one that TRULY cheers me up. it's effing amazing. and so are you. plus you have ALWAYS had my back, and NEVER left me behind or stopped being my friend. I am so so so thankful for you like I really can't put it into words. I just love you times five hundred trillion 22 billion 500 million 7 hundred thousand 80 thousand. yeah you get it. well yeah...thinking about not having you makes me so sad and depressed. SHIT. I just cussed. bad me. but really. I love you Semhal and I can't say it enough.
Kelechi. Oh my god. how is it possible? how do you do it? how do you manage to keep such a positive attitude and being able to FORGIVE so well? I can only discribe you as amazing. I wish I had more words to use. but you don't know how much you mean to me. you also have the amazing ability to TRULY cheer me up, make me laugh, and make me forget all about my stresses. school without you is going to be HARD. I want you to be there with me so bad. please don't ever think of yourself anything less than one of the most amazing people that has ever lived. because you tend to be harsh on yourself, and it saddens me. I just want you to know that i will ALWAYS have your back no matter what. I looooooove you. times every grain of sand on every beach. like...it makes me want to cry. we've had SO many memories. and there's so many stored in my mind that I can reply and reminisce on. god. like...the very first day I came when I was eight I sat next to YOU. you in your extensions and you let me use one of your shiny new pink walmart erasers. you are probably the nicest person ever. ever. ever. I'm sorry for being a stupid exclusive little girl sometimes back then. I'm going to miss you like crazy. you are so incedibly beautiful inside and out and I LOVE YOU.
THE GABINATOR (GABI) NOOOOOOOOOOOO! say it aint so, gabi. you're going to some school in SAN RAFAEL.I love you. so much. you are such a real friend to me. I'm with you all the time at recess. you have no idea how much I rely on you. you being taken away from me will be like loosing a part of myself :'( you are so sweet and nice and FUNNY, oh god. GABBY BOYYY! and, GOOD TIMES, GOOOOOD TIMES. hahaha. oh today when you started crying it broke my heart. I hate this. I love you. there's no way I can express any of this in words. but really, you mean the effing world to me. you are one of my realest and true-est friends. and, I look up to you. why? because you are so confident about yourself and don't have a low-self asteem but you're also nice to EVERYONE, and because you don't ever let anyone bring you down, you don't care when people say anything...like you don't even notice it. I however am not very confident about myself, do tend to have a low self esteem, and DO care what people say about me. and take it to heart. and it get's stapled in my mind. and I just want you to know that you are...I don't know what word to describe you with. this is so hard. it's like there are no words. You're my rock. I love you. I don't know what else to say.
Ariana I rememeber. in third grade. at recess when ramon ran over to me and handed me a note that said:
Dear Andrea,
I like you but I don't know if you like me.
(circle)
yes. no. maybe.
please tell me at lunch.
...well after recieiving this I went directly to you and kendall, the LOVE DOCTORS. hahaha. I will never forget it, I will never forget you. you have guided me on this journey. you always had advice and everything. god I love you so much. I'm sad. please don't drift away from me. I need someone like you to stay with me through the next four years. I know you are going to be extremely successful next year, I so know it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. SO much.
And Troy. You are. amazing. I know your potential. I've seen YOU, when you want to be you are AMAZING, troy. please don't ever forget that. please please please. don't ever burry yourself with negative things. remain amazing. please make wise choices in highschool. I'm going to miss you like crazy. I truly hope we never lose touch. ever. I won't forget all the times we spent hanging out at your house, skating on high street, and just going to random places. Seriously, thanks. thanks for being one of my best friends. thanks for allowing me to trust you. I really don't want this to be goodbye. please don't tell me it's goodbye. I love you. and I don't know how I could possibly word that to express how much I do.
I love my class so much. I'm going to miss you. gonna miss this. but it's definetely time that we all move on but we'll always be friends, and we'll always have the amazing memories replaying in our minds. no one can take that from us. I know you're gonna go out and change the world. each and every one of you. I don't know how we did it...but we got here. we know what it's like to be at the highest of heights, and the lowest of...lows? well, you know what I mean. and we've OVERCOME so much. Thank you. thank you sooo much. you've been so amazing, supportive, loving and caring. not to mention funny. I will never forget ANY of you. I love each and everyone of you HELLA.
As we walk into the room.
With satisfaction in our eyes,
With laughter on our faces,
Yet a tear held deep inside.
When we look at each other,
We wonder what each will be,
We wonder what each will do,
But tomorrow we cannot see.
We look back through our memories,
We look back through our years,
We see a lot of laughter,
And recall a silent tear.
It’s so very hard to say good-bye,
It’s hard for us to let go,
But each has a separate dream,
As we turn down a separate road.
As we leave and go on,
We watch the time go by,
But yet through it all,
We’ll never say good-bye.
-Shannon L. Anderson
Okay. I'm done. I can't continue blogging about it.
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