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like, i don't know what to do...i'm having a hard time deciding. because, you know...like it's hard to trust people. and i've been hurt before and it just kinda ruins life for a while and i don't want that to happen again and something has already triggered a red flag in my mind, i don't know to go through with this because i'm comparing it to last time and i've learned my lesson. slow down. then again...I get WAY to worked up about everything. and I'm extremely dramatic. and I worry too much. it could very well just be me. I should take my own advice and CALM MA SELF. ASDFGHJKL;' yee.