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Mann it's FIVE AM and I am still awake. This post is basically gonna be me rambling on about my thoughts for the past two days. Oh, and I changed my blog up. as you can see the background is now black and the font is bigger and a bunch of other stuff changed to. I seriously cannot wait to actually have a computer that I can have an iTunes on. It's just so suffocating to not be able to have a place to put the music I like =/ oh, and I've been reading this book for summer reading called On that day, everybody ate by Margaret Trost. It's about a woman from the United States who goes and visits the poorest country in the world. It's extremely near Miami and yet a lot of people don't know about it. I wonder why I didn't know about it...or why I didn't learn about this in school. But anyways I'm glad that I've been reading this because it's made me realize even more than before how fortunate I am and how little I think of it. I'm usually so cought up in my own world and life that I never stop to realize that there are a billion people out there living in poverty. and that there's way more places in the wolrd than just the Bay Area. and like the author mentioned in this book we always think of miracles as like rare events like winning the lottery, and well those are miracles but in Haiti the people are so strong in thier faith because they live off of miracles. and by that I mean that the only way they are able to survive is by eating when they can and to them something as a simple as a meal is a miracle. Kinda makes you think. I definetely recommend that book. I was up all night last night reading it.
ohhh my god school is starting in less than a month! I have to do this online math program that I hate. and I'm reading my books for the summer. I'm kinda nervous. Scratch that. SUPER nervous. Well, at least I'll know a fair share of people and won't be the only lost one. I just feel so not-ready. Wait no, I do feel ready...but I feel that like everything around me isn't prepared. I don't have my books or my officail classes or how I'm gonna get there or home or anything! That drives me crazy. but I know everything will fall into place as it always does.
I'm so glad my walls are painted. I like my room now. It's clean and pretty and comfortable. You know what I realized? I hate waiting for stuff. like, I kinda didn't want to re-do my room because I don't like waiting around while my room looks all empty. I just like the finished product. But I gotta say it was definetly worth it my walls are bright and pretty...now I just need some curtains. Really, everyone should have a room that they are comfortable with. I hope I can keep it fairly clean through out the school year...
This has been the fastest summer of my life. It wasn't boring or anything...just fast. I really can't wait until next summer. Hopefully we'll have summercamp again and that will be sooo fun. and of course LC. can you imagine if there was summer fest to...wow I would be the happiest girl in the world.
Okay. I think I'm done.