I miss...

I miss a bunch of stuff right now, especially because it's summer, a bunch of stuff I miss always happened in the summmer. I miss summerfest. I miss it so much it's ridiculous. the other day I was at great america and there was this day camp in bright colored shirts with councelors and campers and it was just like our summerfest group and it made me sad. summerfest made summer so much fun, and I met so many new people and I adored the campers. I truly do hope it comes back some day because I only got to go one year...I love you summerfest.

and I miss Caritas. I don't think I can really explain that one.

and I miss some of my friends who I'm leaving this fall. I don't want us to drift :( and this whole graduation thing happened way to freaking fast. I still feel like I'm back in the classroom 2 monthes before graduation anticipating the day. meh.

I miss stuff being soooooo much easier! it probably still is, I just MAKE everything so complicated for myself.

I miss Aya living here :'(

dude I swear, every year seems to go by soo soooooo fast. it's kinda sad.

You know...there's songs that remind you of times in your life? good and back? I like listening to songs and then closing my eyes and thinking back in time. sometimes it makes me sad, but most of the time it makes me happy. and like you never think about this because you're too busy thinking about how much you miss your old memories that, right now in a couple monthes you'll be thinking about THESE times. and how you miss these, cause like...I've been having fun lately, so I've been trying really hard to live in the moment. for example, I know that the song echoes by gorilla zoe will always remind me of leadership camp 09, and the song big girls don't cry will always remind me of summerfest 07. and I also realized that everything goes bay way to extremeley fast and there's no time to be mad and waste time or mope around.